Suddenly I felt panic like never before…I was paralyzed with fear…I sat there in the car as we drove back from San Diego…unable to utter a single word…The silence was deafening—an eerie and familiar feeling. I began to search myself, trying desperately to discover why I was so afraid to speak…
Archive for July 4th, 2008
My Story, pt 5–Deafening Silence…
Posted in Deconstructing Wendy, My Story, Recapturing Innocence, Tender Mercies, tagged Christ, Christian, God, grace, Healing, manic-depressive, my life, testimony on July 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My Declaration of In-Dependence
Posted in Recapturing Innocence, tagged Christ, freedom, God, grace, Healing, Isaiah 61:1-3, Jesus, Messiah, Philippians 4:13, spiritual warfare, yahweh on July 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I was always told I was a “serious” child…I barely remember feeling the playful freedom to simply jump around and let my hair fall wherever…to just be silly…to just laugh and not worry…That’s who I was created to be…not the uptight, anxious, serious, prideful, intimidating perfectionist I’ve been…controlled by fear and shame…